Embracing Self-Discovery: Healing Through Desire and Emotional Awareness, Day 13

Feeling stirred up as you navigate the complex interplay between desire and self-discovery? On Day 13 of Orgasmic Alchemy, I confront the "what's the point?" moments we all face, sharing my own struggles and breakthroughs in the process. Join me as we explore the profound power of acknowledging those parts within us that demand our attention, even if they're not the most comfortable. Through a guided practice, we turn inward to find healing, listening to the energetic frequencies that shape our emotions and manifest in our lives.

Our conversation touches on themes of grief, neglect, and the longing for recognition—not just from others, but from ourselves. By holding space for our feelings, we can release pent-up emotions and gain clarity. This episode invites you to honor the little one within, ready to embrace the world with courage and curiosity. Tap into the energy of sovereignty, connection, and community, and discover the transformative power of being seen and seeing the world anew. Whether you're manifesting dreams, facing struggles, or looking for your soul family, this journey is uniquely yours.


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Transcript

Speaker 1: 0:01

Hey, it's day 13 of Orgasmic Alchemy and I would love to know what your experience is. I'm feeling all stirred up. Maybe you are. Have you been following along doing the practices? Are you manifesting? Are you struggling? Leave me a comment or send me a DM on Instagram. Tell me about your experience. Leave me a comment or send me a DM on Instagram. Tell me about your experience.

Speaker 1: 0:34

So, for me, I am feeling icky. I'm feeling like what is the fucking point of this thing that I'm doing so curious Cause it's doing so curious because it's it's I don't know it uh a exercise in trust, that I trust that the desire to do this and that actually doing it will bring something good into my life. Hopefully you, um, yeah, feeling the like a gaping desperation. So that's fun. So that's fun, um. So maybe let's let's just do a little healing and feeling into it. If you want to follow along, you can bring your awareness to a place within you that is really calling for your attention, a place of sensation that isn't necessarily your favorite, that is, that you wouldn't be like oh, that feels great, but we want to change our perspective on these sorts of sensations. If we can begin to enjoy these sensations, then they will be controlling us. I'll be like, oh my god, I'm dying because I feel like I don't have the experience that I want. It will be in the desired experience. So join me taking a few deep breaths into the place in your body with the strongest sensation, into the place that wants your attention. I can feel, as we just bring our awareness to this place in the body, that it's already alchemizing. There's a relief sensation from me, some personality, the, the sensational energetic frequency that you're turning into. I'm calling a sub personality. Um, yeah, it feels really, really relieved to have your attention. So let's just be with it and notice what you notice. Does it have a shape or a color or a form or a sound?

Speaker 1: 3:36

Being curious about this energy within you and you can tell it. I see you or I hear you, or I feel you, or I understand you, or all of them. It feels like a little kid jumping up and down. Pay attention to me, pay attention to me. So we're going to let it show us or tell us, in whatever way Works for you, what it would like you to see or to know. What does it need you to understand?

Speaker 1: 4:49

Now, mind wants to be held in in a grieving process of having not received the attention that it desired previously. We're just going to sit with it, hold it, let it have its emotional experience. Whatever experience yours may need to have, you can allow that to happen now. Hold space for it. You may actually want to like imagine you're actually holding this piece of you, Thank you.

Speaker 1: 6:19

So, however much more time this piece of you needs to process or to share, we're going to intend that, in the stretchy nature of time, it has all the time it needs and it is complete now, and so from your body you can pull any excess emotion. Just letting all of that come out of you now, pouring into the ground, really feeling like a lot of energies need to be pulled from my belly the abuse, energy of neglect, the anger and the rage of having not been paid attention to oh, and there's the layer of it from my layer if I'm having not been paid attention to in the, in the marriage. So, whatever extra layers, however time, many times you've manifested this as your experience, I'm gonna intend that it is all gathered up and all released now All the sadness, all the rage, all the shame of thinking this had something to do with you, all the confusion, confusion, all the sorrow, gathering up energy of loneliness and the energy of feeling like you can't do this alone. You are alone and you there. You have to create and manifest all of this on your own. I I'm going to release that now, bringing in the energy of sovereignty, of competence, of connection, of community. Be connected to family might be soul. Family might be chosen family.

Speaker 1: 10:14

My little one wants to not only be seen but to see the world and then to be out in it when she can see that it's safe.

Speaker 1: 10:19

So we're going to bring our piece up to a place like the top of a mountain where she can see, or he can see, where it can see the I can see your whole life and the plan of your life and we're going to show it how old you are now so that it knows it can orient itself in the present.

Speaker 1: 10:49

We're gonna call in the angels of sub personality evolution to come do whatever work needs to be Done with this piece Any energy clearings, belief system upgrades and there's um energetic restructuring of its body, of its nervous system, its neuronal pathways and its whole energy field, me healing and recalibration, anything else the angels need to support it with.

Speaker 1: 12:14

We're going to grow this piece up, now that it's totally healed, totally cleared and alchemized all the old shock, trauma and abuse and so it's being grown up and brought into alignment with your current desires, now that it knows what they are and it knows that you are safe, we can offer it a way to help you now that will be more supportive than how it has been helping and it may take that job or it may have a different idea of how it can help one way or the other. We'll let it have that now and we will intend that this peace reintegrates into the fullness of our being, reintegrates into the fullness of our being, seeing it step into you, melt into you, combine into all your cells all of your being, feeling yourself more whole, feeling yourself full and strong and upright, Feeling yourself grounded and safe and sturdy in your own being, knowing you got this. I'll see you tomorrow.

Speaker 2: 14:53

Thanks for listening to this episode of the Good, the Bad and the Sexy. I hope that it served you in some way and, if it did, please reach out to me on Instagram at thegoodthebadandthesexy and tell me about it. Also, is there someone in your life who needs to get in on this conversation? I would love it if you would share the show with them. It's so much more fun to talk through these things together. Remember to get your free follow along. Orgasmic alchemy self-pleasure audio guide in the show notes below. I look forward to connecting with you again next time. Ciao for now.