Embracing Acceptance: A Journey of Self-Discovery, Healing, and Modern Relationships, Day 21

Curious about how embracing acceptance can transform your personal journey? Join me as I share an intimate account of discovering a new trail system near my home and the unexpected lessons it has taught me about gratitude and self-discovery. Through candid reflections on tantric practices, I navigate the delicate balance between pleasure and discomfort, exploring how these experiences are woven into the fabric of healing and growth. This raw conversation invites you to connect with your own path of transformation, offering a glimpse into how embracing what is can open new spaces within the heart.

Alongside these poignant reflections, I open up about the rollercoaster of emotions that come with internet dating, sharing my hesitations, excitement, and those small yet significant steps toward building new connections. The journey doesn't stop at swiping right—it's about envisioning the possibility of a future filled with love and family while staying grounded in the present. Tune in to explore the complexities of modern relationships and the pursuit of fulfillment, as I offer an authentic glimpse into the joys and challenges of seeking connection in today's fast-paced world.


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Transcript

Speaker 1: 0:01

Hello, darling. So I don't know how long I'll be able to hold my arm up to do this, but I feel like this was a nice place to do a video today, since that's where I'm at, and, oh my god, I'm feeling so much gratitude for having found this trail system near my house. I was really missing the ones I had before I moved and was like I need to find more places to go hiking. So I feel like I can actually stay here because that Austin. I bought a things to do in Austin 2024 calendar and I'm trying not to return it because I know that feels like that's the commitment that I made, and if I stay for that long, then, you know, probably manifest the things that I desire and end up staying for longer, which is the scary thing.

Speaker 1: 1:15

So what's going on today? Of course, I want to know what's going on with you. Leave me comments below for what your experience has been like, if you're playing along, and you can get your free shamanic self-pleasure audio guide in the description box below so you can play along if you don't have that already. So for me, as you may know, I'm really working with the energy of accepting Accepting what is and so that was my intention in my practice this morning and I have not had so much, so much deep vaginal discomfort in a long time, like since I first started on this um, not first started, but like since I really got deep into my tantric path and started doing these dearmoring exercises. And it felt this morning like all of the not accepting was up by my cervix. And so, while there was pleasure, thank goodness to mix with the pain and make it feel tolerable to do this releasing process because it was a lot of just feeling the pain, feeling the like, the knots and the, the sore spots inside, and moaning out the sensation, like giving voice to the sensation. So like there was a lot of moaning, you know good and bad sort of sounding, and deep, deep breathing through it. You know, as if it was like a massage, right, like you push on that pressure point and you sound and breathe through it until it melts away. And I was like, wow, this has been going on for a while now. But this is what I'm here for and if it takes all day, I will do it all day. And I was like, well, I might want to stop to eat. I was like, no, any case, um, so I was.

Speaker 1: 3:50

I was in that experience for for a while today, like surprisingly a long time. By the time I got out of bed I was like, oh geez, that was, that was a good amount of time, but I feel like there was so much shifting inside my body and in my experience. I'm feeling like there's more space for allowing the good right. I found this gorgeous trail and I feel this like so much more spaciousness in my heart, in my energy field, in my, in my thoughts, to to fill with gratitude and beauty. And the other thing I was going to talk about, um, as a couple of days ago I was saying like, oh, I'm scared to do internet dating and, and you know how, that was perhaps more excitement than anxiety, cause they're're, they're very similar sensation in the body. Um, it's that impetus, that energy, um, but so I haven't done that.

Speaker 1: 5:02

But I did send a message to a man I am interested in, someone, someone who has this vivacious energy and may or may not be aligned and may or may not be interested. We'll see if he ever checks his Instagram messages, might be like me and be really, really bad at checking messages and or responding or, you know, might think I'm with a name like erotic evolution, like why would you even check that message, potentially? Um. So there's that. I feel like it's a little step in the right direction and, um, and still feeling more and more available to actually like go out, not go out, stay in, stay on my phone and meet a man and make a life in. Stay on my phone and meet a man and make a life. Um, I think that might be all the things. Yeah, just feeling into what that would feel like on that walk, you know, feeling everything in perfect order, feeling what it is to have a family.

Speaker 1: 6:27

Asking my heart is it my truest, deepest heart's desire to be in partnership with someone who has children? And as scary as that idea is, um, because my head's like, if you know, kids are a lot right, like a lot, a lot, and um, but then what happened in my head was when I was like my heart's like yes, yes, yes, um, then I immediately went to if that relationship ends, then I wouldn't just be losing the guy, I would be losing. I wouldn't just be losing the guy, I would be losing the children, I'd be losing an entire family and I don't think I could handle that. And so I was like that is not the place I want to be. I mean not only because that's wildly uncomfortable, but I don't want to manifest that. So, recognizing that's a fear, like I hear you, I I feel you, I got you and let's cancel, clear, delete, putting that out into the universe because it doesn't have to be that way.

Speaker 1: 7:43

Just because one or many relationships have ended doesn't mean that another one will in any way.

Speaker 1: 7:54

I guess I did have a. I went through a couple scenarios before. I was like whoa, hold your horses, honey. So there's that. I'm just going to continue feeling into like all the puzzle pieces are dropping into place and finding Insta family and feeling this incredible sensation of everything in life is taken care of and everything is in perfect order, and if everything is in order and everything in life is taken care of, like life takes care of all of her children and that includes me and that includes you. So we are seen, we are looked after, we are provided for and in that high vibrational state we can actually allow and receive all of that potential and opportunity and divine gifts into our experience. So I am saying my hands are open, my arms are open, my heart is open, my legs are open to receive all of the romantic love and success and prosperity and all the things. And so I'm really done now and I'm sending you tons of love and I will see you tomorrow.

Speaker 2: 9:21

Thanks for listening to this episode of the good, the bad and the sexy. I hope that it served you in some way and, if it did, please reach out to me on Instagram at the good, the bad and the sexy and tell me about it. Also, is there someone in your life who needs to get in on this conversation? I would love it if you would share the show with them. It's so much more fun to talk through these things together. Remember to get your free follow along orgasmic alchemy self pleasure audio guide in the show notes below. I look forward to connecting with you again next time. Ciao for now.