Embracing Pleasure: Transforming Self-Worth and Healing Through Orgasmic Alchemy, Day 24

What if the key to healing deep-seated feelings of unworthiness and embracing your true value lies in the power of pleasure? Join me on an intimate journey of orgasmic alchemy, where I uncover the profound transformation that unfolds when we connect with life's energy in unexpected ways. Reflecting on a childhood memory with a dance teacher that shattered my self-worth, I navigated through this emotional pain, using a shamanic healing process to release it and rediscover the pure joy of dance. Through self-pleasure, I confronted the core beliefs of feeling unimportant and unworthy, pulling out trauma and working with my inner child to reclaim my love for life and its vibrant energy.

As you listen, you'll witness the remarkable shift that happens when pleasure becomes a tool for healing and transformation. This episode reveals how I engaged in intimate moments with life's energy, culminating in a day filled with newfound appreciation and joy. Whether you're familiar with this practice or just beginning to explore it, this episode encourages you to harness the power of orgasmic sensation for true transformation and self-love. Join me, and perhaps discover your path to healing and embracing the fullness of life's energy.

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Transcript

Speaker 1: 0:01

hello, my pretty okay. So we're back orgasmic alchemy, and if you are playing along, tell me what your experience has been like in the comments below and if you're not yet, grab your free alchemical self pleasure guide it's linked below and let's transform some things pleasurably. So my most recent practice was I was just in awe of how amazing it was Like on every level, the amount of stuff I healed, the intensity and expansiveness of the pleasure. Intensity and expansiveness of the pleasure. So I was working on healing the belief that I'm not valuable, I'm not important and I'm not worthy. So I worked with each of those I you know, in the self-pleasure process I was also downloading um, the full truth and transmission of what it is and what it feels like to be important and to be valued, and then um individually. And then I went into the, the core moments of my life where I stopped believing that I was and I pulled shock and I pulled trauma and I pulled abuse and I worked with my inner child and um. And then I got to worthy and the memory of where this unworthiness started. I was like, oh, that can't be it, I don't want to work with that, as it usually is right. But I was like, shouldn't it be earlier in my life than that? And certainly there have been other experiences earlier and there may be more I tune into later, but this was in my early teens preteen I guess it was a preteen, yeah.

Speaker 1: 2:14

And it was this experience with this dance teacher where I did not get into the level of the dance that I wanted and it, honestly, it shattered me, it broke me, because that was the one thing that I believed that I was good at and so I. I had, I had so much emotion about that and so much upset towards this woman, um, so I, I worked with that in a whole bunch of ways. I I ended up like enacting some revenge, um, and then, you know, brought in forgiveness and expressed to her that I was thankful that she, um, that we had this, this interaction, um, because I believe that it was meant to support me in knowing my true worth. Um did some heart healing cause I was brokenhearted about it. Did some soul healing, um to you know, lots of things that one would do in a shamanic healing session. Um, and then, you know, let her go and I witnessed my, my inner child from this time, how the experience of dance had changed, because I also went to in the same youth center there was also these, these like Friday night dances, and I would go um for the short time I lived in this place and, um, and I just had so much fun.

Speaker 1: 4:08

I danced so hard and it was so joyful and it was so beautiful and I loved it so much, um, which, as I do now. Luckily I I walked away with that, that joy still intact and and obviously found myself in tons of other choreography dance classes over my life but, like, came back to that pure joy of that experience, and so I could see how I went from, you know, that that place of being ruined about it to having the joy again and the train has come right on time, random time, um, and, and then I went on and and finished the. You know, I just know I just actually had a couple more orgasms and one was the energy of life came to me that I was working with, but I was talking about yesterday and she came to me and she looked like this teenage version of me and we were making love and I was like, actually, could life come to me as a man? And so the energy of life shifted into this masculine energy. That didn't really look like anything, but some sort of like swirling golden light, um, but so I life, life came in me and I was like, oh my god, I'm gonna have life's baby, um, and, and then another one, I'm, I guess I'll tell you I.

Speaker 1: 5:43

I came while I was holding an Emmy for my podcast yeah, I don't know if they give Emmys for podcasts, but you know something to that effect and, um, yeah, and then I just spent the rest of the day just like, oh my god, that was so amazing, oh, just, it feels so good, like, wow, what a lover. So, and that's where I'm at, really in the place that I wanted to find myself in this experience truly transforming through orgasmic sensation. And if you would like to join me in transforming things in your life, gracefully, pleasurably, even orgasmically, you can look in the link tree in the dialogue below and set up some sessions with me. I would love to work with you.

Speaker 2: 6:41

Thanks for listening to this episode of the Good, the Bad and the Sexy. I hope that it served you in some way and, if it did, please reach out to me on Instagram at thegoodthebadandthesexy and tell me about it. Also, is there someone in your life who needs to get in on this conversation? I would love it if you would share the show with them. It's so much more fun to talk through these things together. I would love it if you would share the show with them. It's so much more fun to talk through these things together. Remember to get your free follow along. Orgasmic alchemy self pleasure audio guide in the show notes below. I look forward to connecting with you again next time. Ciao for now. © transcript Emily Beynon.